Monday, June 25, 2007

re.Paul a. yes i am going to finish one more issue of my father"s journal. i am reading all of them 1 through 107 trying to get a feel for them. i am up to #75. i wish i had my dads gift or should i say skill for writing but sorry to say that i could never even come close to him with that or his artistic ways. i am working two jobs at the moment so i don't have as much time as i would like to getting it ready. but i am trying to make all of you and my dad proud.im not sure when but it will be more sooner then latter. i would like to thank everyone so very much for all that you have done for me and jason. i have been haven kind of a hard time with the passing of the person i have always looked up to the most. even if i didnt see him a lot of the time i still knew he was out there. just a phone call away most of the time. AND NOW HE"S NOT! i miss him so very much. thers just no words that can tell all of you how i have been feeling for the past three and a half weeks. theres shuch a emtey space in my heart that will always be looking for him. i know he would want me to go on with my life and not spend it feeling sad or crying for him but i just cant help it. i love him so very much i wish i could have let him know just how much he realy ment to me. well im just on my lunch so i havent a lot of time so i will have to get back to you as soon as i get time and a internet conection.to all of you i ave met and thouses i havent met yet thank you so very very much for your hope and suport. and like dad always said. to all of you. BE WELL FRIEND.